i really need to find something
to justify my being here
i need to find a cause that's worthy
be what i want to do and do what i have to be

just what i want and what i need are
two things that don't well coincide
that's what i live for
that's what i breathe for

that's something that i'll never
i'll never hide

i need to go away and
find me a hideaway and
bury all my hang-ups
and look closer inside

begin to feel that
i'm all alone here and that
everything is crazy insane
it's fucking crazy insane